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SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!!!
Enjoy your raya, darlings. ;)
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TAKE WHAT YOU WANT, THROW WHAT YOU DON'T NEED
okay, feeling emo-ish now. It's blog-time! hahahaha..
Not many people know that I have this blue 'diary' which I not so actively wrote in like some 5 years ago. I was writing in that for a few months, the first one was written on Hari Raya 2004 itself, the very morning. Morning as in early early morning, like 3 or 4. It's kinda funny actually the reason why I did a diary at that time. It was because I wanna do a blog, but I thought no one would bother to read, so I just wrote for myself. After some entries I gave up writing, manually, and started a blog. Yeah, this one. My blog's turning 5 soon.
A few days ago I read through my blue diary. What can I say. I was so different back then. hahaha. In a good way, so that means it's bad. That means, I used to be good. That means, I've not become a better person. Everyone always wants to be better, no one wants to be worse, as a person, of course.
Lately I've been so vulnerable. For the past 2 months, I would consider myself being mentally unstable, hahaha. You might wanna think of it as an excuse but.. Even me myself thinks that's an excuse sometimes for doing some stupid things. Like entertaining temptations, waste alot of time and money, talk less, think more than I always do, work less, feeling unmotivated, feeling I have the right to do anything I want because of the state I'm in, not sleeping, hard to sleep, sleep more in the day, go for runs, eat less, eat more, eat a whole day's meal during dinner, smoke more, eat less, feeling regretful, feeling regretful and doing the right thing, feeling regretful and wanting to do something bad, wanting to do something bad and doing it, wanting to do something bad and not doing it, making plans, making plans and canceling them, catching up with old friends, being random and noticed, feeling selfish, being selfish and not giving a damn about what people think or say or feel, getting lost in thoughts every now and then, watch more TV, watch sad dramas and cry on the couch when no one's looking, neglecting responsibilities, treasure people more, appreciate family and friends more, and the list can go on and on and on....
Haiiss......
This is what happened. I turned right, and kept turning right, and kept turning right and at one point I got so tired I took a rest. When I woke up, I totally forgot that I still have to keep on turning right. I'm TIRED!
I don't know lah people... I am weak! I am sad deep down inside, like what were you all thinking? I once did a Facebook quiz and they said I'm a love saviour; I save people from bad relationships but it's even harder for me to get into a good one. Hah! Not that I totally believe in all those Facebook quizzes, but some just, makes sense!
So now, this stupid useless love saviour is tendering his resignation and will publicly announce that he needs help!
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME...
Yours truly,
zhoff
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Sometimes I just wonder what did I do wrong.. Be it towards you, or just anything to anyone, or myself. But then I figured it out, maybe I deserve all this. No, not from you, but I deserve this, for what I've done, for where I've been.
This year I brought myself so damn far away. Honestly, it's the furthest I've gone. Who came to save me? Friends? Family? A stranger?
None.
HE, called me. But what did I do the first time? I remembered, but just for a while, and went back going further. I cried like a baby reflecting all the things I did, I knew I was given a chance. I wasn't strong enough then. It lasted too short. I chose to ignore again.
Some time later, something else happened. Yup, He called me again. How was my response? I cried again, but I wasn't that strong enough, and I chose to ignore, once again.
It was even shorter. I was too happy with something else.
I continued going away from it again. Then, that "something happy" was taken away from me.
It was time to make a choice again.
..............................................
What love can do to one, when there's just no love for Him. We might just ruin our own lives. I'm grateful that I can still think. I'm grateful that I'm given this chance. I know, this is just what I'm feeling now, and things MIGHT just be so different as time goes by. Yes, that's the hard part my friends. I myself don't know what's gonna happen to me in 2-3 months time. Nobody knows. I just need to remind myself every now and then. Sometimes I really really feel I can't do this alone. It's just so hard, with the kind of people I know, the kind of people that have the biggest influence to what I'll do. Well, not everyone is like that. I guess, it's all about making your own choices. It's all about..... controlling yourself!!!
Sometimes I just don't know what to do. Really... I'm refering to this thing here, yes, this thing that bothers me every once in a while, this thing that I've always tried not to think about, this thing that's always at the back of my head. I'm not depressed over this, no way. I'm just toooo lazy to go through it. Prevention is always better than cure. So better prevent it from coming than to waste time curing it. Don't waste your time! I'm really okay, living life like how people live their lives. Like I told you before, sometimes, SOMETIMES, sometimes........
Sometimes I really miss you. You don't know how happy I am whenever you call. I guesssss......... I'll..... ok? Can? Hahahahaha...
SOMETIMES I MISS THIS!
I'll be okay. Seriously! In fact I AM okay. Though I really hope you are too...
OKAY! TILL THEN, ZHOFF IS REALLY OK LAH MR BLOG. DON'T YOU WORRY ABOUT HIM. HE IS STRONGERRR, THAN YESTERDAY! STRONGER LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS!!!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
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I'm really okay and coping well, just that sometimes i really miss you...
I just need to do the right things now, and come clean when the time comes, and hopefully get out of it much much cleaner. Ya, I wanna be a cleaner now, hahaha.
Come guys, and girls, join me and let's save ourselves. COME LAH!!! OI!! COME AND JOIN ME!!!
I hope you'll be nice again, not just to me, but to everyone.
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Zhoff completed the quiz "Who will you Marry??" with the result Best Friend.
You will end up with your best friend. You guys have always been good together, you just never realized it. It may not be your best friend now but it will be one of your best friends that you will have. Don't worry there is definitely someone out there for you..
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WHY ARE BLOGS SO SAD???!?
shut up la, i miss myself blogging! i don't need you to say anything.
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I have to admit I really hate doing emo2 posts, it's just like people coming over to your place and you welcome them with a sad, depressed look, and bringing them nothing but bad news. But on the other hand, I also hate hiding behind this mask. Showing your smile to everyone but actually deep inside you're bleeding and whatsoever. So guys, just bear with me for now.
Now how do I start this.
Ok, I took my normal walk home from work just now. But I guess its not normal after all. For some strange reasons at one point I was listening to Mariah Carey's "Hero" and "Without You" on repeat, and that was when, the mood changed. One of the songs mentioned above reminded me of an incident, and it always will. Was it a bad or good one, I can't really decide. Or maybe, to be more honest, the 'devil' inside me would consider the latter. So now I guess you roughly know what kind of incident it is. Don't worry, it's safe to make assumptions for now, cause its not gonna last.
And so I was so called reminiscing that incident, and I began to question myself. Just what are WE becoming? Yes, we! Not just myself, but some of the people around me.
I am fully aware of this nonsense that it is somehow of bad human nature that people sometimes can't accept someone, because he/she is just too good as in decent-nonsense for him/her. He would say, "she's not my type, she's just too decent..." and she would say "he's not my type, he's too decent for me.." What can we conclude here? That these people, including me, are actually looking for the bad boy/girl factors but why? Because they are worried they might not have that wild fun together, or they might just end up doing less things together, or he/she finds the other half less experienced, or... Or it is all the work of the devil. Haha. And of course, most of us are weak human beings, so easily we are doing what they are whispering in our ears without realizing it in time. Before we knew it, we are living this life trying to achieve the exact opposite of the only reason why the bloody hell we are alive!
Before I go any further, I would like to make this one thing really clear, I'm NOT saying all this because I have FINALLY CHANGED, or, because I'm trying to brainwash anyone here to realize their mistake. The sole reason is, I'm just saying what I feel like saying right now.
Like I told you time and time again, I'm not a good person myself. So who the hell am I to change anyone of you, when I can't even change myself. And unlike most of you, I really hate being a hypocrite, being a wolf in a sheep's clothing and whatsoever fuck, hiding behind lies, conspiracies, disguises and etc etc.
Lately, I am so damn tempted by temptations. Hahaha, I don't know, it's like hmm, it's like I've said this before in my previous post. Actually yes, but who cares. It's not like I've done the biggest sin in this world, or maybe did I? Hah.. Well, I should say, next time be more careful of what you say to people. What goes around really comes around. Sometimes when you say
never, you'd get tested real hard baby! haha. That's based on my experiences in the University of Life.
Talk about experience. What exactly is, experience. To me, it's not how long you were doing it, it is in fact, how many times you fell down. Yes, please count how many times you've fallen down in your entire life, for me, I've fell down for 749549394830362465 times. Haha, ok crap but seriously, to experience, is to experience failures. That is when you learn, and that is when you mature. Experiences mature oneself, but only when you learn from it. And always, trust the words of the experienced, but of course when he/she is not lying. How to know that? Go find out yourselves. you know, sometimes when people share their experience on something, telling you how bad it is, and sometimes we will tend to disagree though we've never gone through it before. We would tell him things like,
if I were you, I would have enjoyed myself and all that crap.. But, but but but, all the times, when we ourselves go through the shit, we end up telling ourselves, "he/she is right after all. this is just bad!"
After watching the whole season of Liar Game (again I'm recommending you people to watch) I've come to realize, how beautiful this world would be should 'lies' never exist.
Hmmm, and how peaceful my life would be, if I've had no regrets, that's impossible of course. Because when we made up our mind we are gonna do something, there's just no way we could know whether we'll end up really satisfied, or filled with regrets.
For the thing that I regret the most, is that I said to some people, that I'm done with
enjoying life.
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Hehehehe, lolx!
I think life has taken a turn. I'm not becoming the person I thought I was going to be. Haha. And I'm starting to get all these strange and wild thoughts lately. My mind is so full of.... I don't know what.
I've thought about it, and I figured, I'm just.... losing my mind. I'm losing control. Temptations are more tempting now. Do I need help? I don't know, I just can't make up my mind. Do I even wanna be helped?
That kinda feeling, is just what I needed after all these years, maybe. I'm sorry if anyone or even myself get disappointed. Just picture it, it's the sweetest dream now, but I know for sure, it will be a nightmare as time goes by.
Nothing in this world can stop people from judging people, so we just have to live with it, and no one in this world, can get away from being judged. So, like I said some time ago, you be the judge, but then, just shut your mouth. the world already had, too much lies.
People, go and watch this Japanese drama, Liar Game. I guarantee you its fucking worth your time.
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Guys, this is what I want in 2 weeks time. It's a microphone from SHURE. It's a freaking high quality mic. Even a frog would sound good using this mic to sing. hahaha. Of coz, it costs a bomb, not really a bomb la, maybe a small cheaper bomb.
ALHAMDULILLAH
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Ask yourselves this question, "How happy am I with my life?"
The past will always be the past, regrets will be regrets. There is no such thing as life without regrets. Everyone makes mistakes. Coz, all of us are humans.
But what if, you know it's wrong but you're still doing it, you still wanna do it? What if, you know the risk is there, but you are not doing anything to avoid it? When it's right in front of your eyes, there's just no turning back. The only thing we can do is, accept it, admit our mistakes, and live our lives.
Hmmmmm, maybe I'm making some of you curious here. Like what the hell am I talking about, well... That's the whole point, haha. I'm ok lah, I'm absolutely fine and normal. just something bothering me. I'm ok, trust me. Just doing some reflection on my life...
............................
Someone gave me this advice, "Zhof, when you look for love, most of the time, it will break your heart in the end. So, don't go looking for it. Let love, find you..."
Hmmm, yeaaah.. Maybe I should heed that huh. Like I said, "when the time comes, the times will come.." But of course, I can't help but wonder when. I won't deny it. I need some love, baby. hahaha. I can wait, for sure I can. It's just, sometimes man, SOMETIMES!!!
It's kinda not the time to update about my long long weekend now. But I must say, there's only one word to describe it all;
meaningful. Yeah, it's been one meaningful long weekend/holiday for me. From last Thursday, all the way to this very minute, it's been meaningful. I should update again when I have the time, or should I say when I have the mood. I got alot of time actually. Mood tu yang kekurangan, nak tido ni..
Oklah, we'll talk again...
Till then, be grateful with what we have, and treasure them while they are still here.
ALHAMDULILLAH!
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Kami dari zhoff.blogspot.com ingin mengucapkan,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!!!
Enjoy your raya, darlings. ;)
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TAKE WHAT YOU WANT, THROW WHAT YOU DON'T NEED
okay, feeling emo-ish now. It's blog-time! hahahaha..
Not many people know that I have this blue 'diary' which I not so actively wrote in like some 5 years ago. I was writing in that for a few months, the first one was written on Hari Raya 2004 itself, the very morning. Morning as in early early morning, like 3 or 4. It's kinda funny actually the reason why I did a diary at that time. It was because I wanna do a blog, but I thought no one would bother to read, so I just wrote for myself. After some entries I gave up writing, manually, and started a blog. Yeah, this one. My blog's turning 5 soon.
A few days ago I read through my blue diary. What can I say. I was so different back then. hahaha. In a good way, so that means it's bad. That means, I used to be good. That means, I've not become a better person. Everyone always wants to be better, no one wants to be worse, as a person, of course.
Lately I've been so vulnerable. For the past 2 months, I would consider myself being mentally unstable, hahaha. You might wanna think of it as an excuse but.. Even me myself thinks that's an excuse sometimes for doing some stupid things. Like entertaining temptations, waste alot of time and money, talk less, think more than I always do, work less, feeling unmotivated, feeling I have the right to do anything I want because of the state I'm in, not sleeping, hard to sleep, sleep more in the day, go for runs, eat less, eat more, eat a whole day's meal during dinner, smoke more, eat less, feeling regretful, feeling regretful and doing the right thing, feeling regretful and wanting to do something bad, wanting to do something bad and doing it, wanting to do something bad and not doing it, making plans, making plans and canceling them, catching up with old friends, being random and noticed, feeling selfish, being selfish and not giving a damn about what people think or say or feel, getting lost in thoughts every now and then, watch more TV, watch sad dramas and cry on the couch when no one's looking, neglecting responsibilities, treasure people more, appreciate family and friends more, and the list can go on and on and on....
Haiiss......
This is what happened. I turned right, and kept turning right, and kept turning right and at one point I got so tired I took a rest. When I woke up, I totally forgot that I still have to keep on turning right. I'm TIRED!
I don't know lah people... I am weak! I am sad deep down inside, like what were you all thinking? I once did a Facebook quiz and they said I'm a love saviour; I save people from bad relationships but it's even harder for me to get into a good one. Hah! Not that I totally believe in all those Facebook quizzes, but some just, makes sense!
So now, this stupid useless love saviour is tendering his resignation and will publicly announce that he needs help!
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME...
Yours truly,
zhoff
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Sometimes I just wonder what did I do wrong.. Be it towards you, or just anything to anyone, or myself. But then I figured it out, maybe I deserve all this. No, not from you, but I deserve this, for what I've done, for where I've been.
This year I brought myself so damn far away. Honestly, it's the furthest I've gone. Who came to save me? Friends? Family? A stranger?
None.
HE, called me. But what did I do the first time? I remembered, but just for a while, and went back going further. I cried like a baby reflecting all the things I did, I knew I was given a chance. I wasn't strong enough then. It lasted too short. I chose to ignore again.
Some time later, something else happened. Yup, He called me again. How was my response? I cried again, but I wasn't that strong enough, and I chose to ignore, once again.
It was even shorter. I was too happy with something else.
I continued going away from it again. Then, that "something happy" was taken away from me.
It was time to make a choice again.
..............................................
What love can do to one, when there's just no love for Him. We might just ruin our own lives. I'm grateful that I can still think. I'm grateful that I'm given this chance. I know, this is just what I'm feeling now, and things MIGHT just be so different as time goes by. Yes, that's the hard part my friends. I myself don't know what's gonna happen to me in 2-3 months time. Nobody knows. I just need to remind myself every now and then. Sometimes I really really feel I can't do this alone. It's just so hard, with the kind of people I know, the kind of people that have the biggest influence to what I'll do. Well, not everyone is like that. I guess, it's all about making your own choices. It's all about..... controlling yourself!!!
Sometimes I just don't know what to do. Really... I'm refering to this thing here, yes, this thing that bothers me every once in a while, this thing that I've always tried not to think about, this thing that's always at the back of my head. I'm not depressed over this, no way. I'm just toooo lazy to go through it. Prevention is always better than cure. So better prevent it from coming than to waste time curing it. Don't waste your time! I'm really okay, living life like how people live their lives. Like I told you before, sometimes, SOMETIMES, sometimes........
Sometimes I really miss you. You don't know how happy I am whenever you call. I guesssss......... I'll..... ok? Can? Hahahahaha...
SOMETIMES I MISS THIS!
I'll be okay. Seriously! In fact I AM okay. Though I really hope you are too...
OKAY! TILL THEN, ZHOFF IS REALLY OK LAH MR BLOG. DON'T YOU WORRY ABOUT HIM. HE IS STRONGERRR, THAN YESTERDAY! STRONGER LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS!!!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
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I'm really okay and coping well, just that sometimes i really miss you...
I just need to do the right things now, and come clean when the time comes, and hopefully get out of it much much cleaner. Ya, I wanna be a cleaner now, hahaha.
Come guys, and girls, join me and let's save ourselves. COME LAH!!! OI!! COME AND JOIN ME!!!
I hope you'll be nice again, not just to me, but to everyone.
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Zhoff completed the quiz "Who will you Marry??" with the result Best Friend.
You will end up with your best friend. You guys have always been good together, you just never realized it. It may not be your best friend now but it will be one of your best friends that you will have. Don't worry there is definitely someone out there for you..
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WHY ARE BLOGS SO SAD???!?
shut up la, i miss myself blogging! i don't need you to say anything.
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I have to admit I really hate doing emo2 posts, it's just like people coming over to your place and you welcome them with a sad, depressed look, and bringing them nothing but bad news. But on the other hand, I also hate hiding behind this mask. Showing your smile to everyone but actually deep inside you're bleeding and whatsoever. So guys, just bear with me for now.
Now how do I start this.
Ok, I took my normal walk home from work just now. But I guess its not normal after all. For some strange reasons at one point I was listening to Mariah Carey's "Hero" and "Without You" on repeat, and that was when, the mood changed. One of the songs mentioned above reminded me of an incident, and it always will. Was it a bad or good one, I can't really decide. Or maybe, to be more honest, the 'devil' inside me would consider the latter. So now I guess you roughly know what kind of incident it is. Don't worry, it's safe to make assumptions for now, cause its not gonna last.
And so I was so called reminiscing that incident, and I began to question myself. Just what are WE becoming? Yes, we! Not just myself, but some of the people around me.
I am fully aware of this nonsense that it is somehow of bad human nature that people sometimes can't accept someone, because he/she is just too good as in decent-nonsense for him/her. He would say, "she's not my type, she's just too decent..." and she would say "he's not my type, he's too decent for me.." What can we conclude here? That these people, including me, are actually looking for the bad boy/girl factors but why? Because they are worried they might not have that wild fun together, or they might just end up doing less things together, or he/she finds the other half less experienced, or... Or it is all the work of the devil. Haha. And of course, most of us are weak human beings, so easily we are doing what they are whispering in our ears without realizing it in time. Before we knew it, we are living this life trying to achieve the exact opposite of the only reason why the bloody hell we are alive!
Before I go any further, I would like to make this one thing really clear, I'm NOT saying all this because I have FINALLY CHANGED, or, because I'm trying to brainwash anyone here to realize their mistake. The sole reason is, I'm just saying what I feel like saying right now.
Like I told you time and time again, I'm not a good person myself. So who the hell am I to change anyone of you, when I can't even change myself. And unlike most of you, I really hate being a hypocrite, being a wolf in a sheep's clothing and whatsoever fuck, hiding behind lies, conspiracies, disguises and etc etc.
Lately, I am so damn tempted by temptations. Hahaha, I don't know, it's like hmm, it's like I've said this before in my previous post. Actually yes, but who cares. It's not like I've done the biggest sin in this world, or maybe did I? Hah.. Well, I should say, next time be more careful of what you say to people. What goes around really comes around. Sometimes when you say
never, you'd get tested real hard baby! haha. That's based on my experiences in the University of Life.
Talk about experience. What exactly is, experience. To me, it's not how long you were doing it, it is in fact, how many times you fell down. Yes, please count how many times you've fallen down in your entire life, for me, I've fell down for 749549394830362465 times. Haha, ok crap but seriously, to experience, is to experience failures. That is when you learn, and that is when you mature. Experiences mature oneself, but only when you learn from it. And always, trust the words of the experienced, but of course when he/she is not lying. How to know that? Go find out yourselves. you know, sometimes when people share their experience on something, telling you how bad it is, and sometimes we will tend to disagree though we've never gone through it before. We would tell him things like,
if I were you, I would have enjoyed myself and all that crap.. But, but but but, all the times, when we ourselves go through the shit, we end up telling ourselves, "he/she is right after all. this is just bad!"
After watching the whole season of Liar Game (again I'm recommending you people to watch) I've come to realize, how beautiful this world would be should 'lies' never exist.
Hmmm, and how peaceful my life would be, if I've had no regrets, that's impossible of course. Because when we made up our mind we are gonna do something, there's just no way we could know whether we'll end up really satisfied, or filled with regrets.
For the thing that I regret the most, is that I said to some people, that I'm done with
enjoying life.
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Hehehehe, lolx!
I think life has taken a turn. I'm not becoming the person I thought I was going to be. Haha. And I'm starting to get all these strange and wild thoughts lately. My mind is so full of.... I don't know what.
I've thought about it, and I figured, I'm just.... losing my mind. I'm losing control. Temptations are more tempting now. Do I need help? I don't know, I just can't make up my mind. Do I even wanna be helped?
That kinda feeling, is just what I needed after all these years, maybe. I'm sorry if anyone or even myself get disappointed. Just picture it, it's the sweetest dream now, but I know for sure, it will be a nightmare as time goes by.
Nothing in this world can stop people from judging people, so we just have to live with it, and no one in this world, can get away from being judged. So, like I said some time ago, you be the judge, but then, just shut your mouth. the world already had, too much lies.
People, go and watch this Japanese drama, Liar Game. I guarantee you its fucking worth your time.
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Guys, this is what I want in 2 weeks time. It's a microphone from SHURE. It's a freaking high quality mic. Even a frog would sound good using this mic to sing. hahaha. Of coz, it costs a bomb, not really a bomb la, maybe a small cheaper bomb.
ALHAMDULILLAH
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Ask yourselves this question, "How happy am I with my life?"
The past will always be the past, regrets will be regrets. There is no such thing as life without regrets. Everyone makes mistakes. Coz, all of us are humans.
But what if, you know it's wrong but you're still doing it, you still wanna do it? What if, you know the risk is there, but you are not doing anything to avoid it? When it's right in front of your eyes, there's just no turning back. The only thing we can do is, accept it, admit our mistakes, and live our lives.
Hmmmmm, maybe I'm making some of you curious here. Like what the hell am I talking about, well... That's the whole point, haha. I'm ok lah, I'm absolutely fine and normal. just something bothering me. I'm ok, trust me. Just doing some reflection on my life...
............................
Someone gave me this advice, "Zhof, when you look for love, most of the time, it will break your heart in the end. So, don't go looking for it. Let love, find you..."
Hmmm, yeaaah.. Maybe I should heed that huh. Like I said, "when the time comes, the times will come.." But of course, I can't help but wonder when. I won't deny it. I need some love, baby. hahaha. I can wait, for sure I can. It's just, sometimes man, SOMETIMES!!!
It's kinda not the time to update about my long long weekend now. But I must say, there's only one word to describe it all;
meaningful. Yeah, it's been one meaningful long weekend/holiday for me. From last Thursday, all the way to this very minute, it's been meaningful. I should update again when I have the time, or should I say when I have the mood. I got alot of time actually. Mood tu yang kekurangan, nak tido ni..
Oklah, we'll talk again...
Till then, be grateful with what we have, and treasure them while they are still here.
ALHAMDULILLAH!
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Guys, this is what I want in 2 weeks time. It's a microphone from SHURE. It's a freaking high quality mic. Even a frog would sound good using this mic to sing. hahaha. Of coz, it costs a bomb, not really a bomb la, maybe a small cheaper bomb.